Power from my Toes

for truly I am better when I repress you.
we come and we go
you came and I went
I let you go
again and again
sometimes I can breathe you out from my socks full body and
mostly you're never there at all,
but tonight the melancholic sounds
have a way of bringing you to mind
and all I can do is swallow you down
lest you swallow me whole again.

yes okay I'm being dramatic with my words
but they sound so rich like this don't they?
and hey I'm not afraid to face the feels 
'cause they're the real deal
so digest them how you'd like,

for my love for you is better swallowed, 
because I've felt that lust is hella fun but a bit sticky at times
and I've seen at times that love is blind so now I see with my gut
the visceral message it's real 
that truly I am better when I repress you.
and when I avoid texting you.

no I'm not as tragic as this sounds,
this is where I write you out to cleanse you out.
others might relate and regardless it's my
repression released on screen.

no no I'm not as tragic as this seems
it's just that love is powerful
and I need to reserve some power 
for myself now.

that and I've learned to like the nice ones,
we laugh and keep it real.
love sits right in balance.

just like my gut
it's feeling pretty fucking fine these days.

*breathes out from toes*