Monday, 15 April 2013

Dough

{To you know who,
wherever you are,
I hope
you keep on writing.
 - C}
 - Part 3 -

Dough


I saw God
    shoving pizza into her mouth,
    grease dripping
                             like a tear
                                       down her chin that she
                                       wiped with her backhand while
                                       racing crust number five to her lips
                                       without
                                       so much as a
breath.


Bread for
    breathing;
         dough
              rolled into a circle.
    Round and
              round and
                        round we go -
    a metaphor for her life.
Eat.
Work.
Hide.
I took God’s
    pizza lightly -
    a trivial pursuit,
                             a trivial tale
                                       spinning into mine...
                                       my own trivial pursuit.
                                       She
                                       takes a
breath.


Bread for
    breathing;
         dough
              rolled into a circle.
    Round and
              round and
                        round we go -
    a metaphor for her life.
Drink.
Bottle up.
Shame.


God spoke of
    pizza which
    Uncle OSAP paid for
    (so giving,
                   but not quite forgiving),
                                                      who taught
                                                      her how to
                                                      consume
                                                      with every
breath.


Bread for
    breathing;
         dough (the only type she knows)
              rolled into a circle.
    Round and
              round and
                        round we go -
    a metaphor for her life.
Swallow.
Shoot up.
Silence.


All God wanted
    was a simple story,
    but pizza was the metaphor
                                                  for her life -
                                                  the only one she shared,
                                                  unlike
                                                  her countless others,
                                                            rotting
                                                                      under the dough,
                                                                                pushing on her lungs,
                                                                                           gasping for a
breath.


I ask God
         if she feels healthy
                                   shoving pizza down her throat...
         She wants to write,
                                   but the only
                                                  story she can throw up is
                                                                 pizza:
                                                                                her life, her
                                                                                breath.
Bread for
    breathing;
         dough
              rolled into a circle.
    Round and
              round and
                        round we go -
    a metaphor for her life.
Look.
Pause.
Breathe.
Share.

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